Equinox ,

The Equinox of humanity. But for what it's worth these are the thoughts and mental images that I drawn from pieces of my own memory. 

Follow without hesitation where the inner-knowing guides you to be.
Once you are where you are supposed to be within yourself, then shall you see the world in it's true form and so shall it come to be that the world will begin to heal itself.

PAST TEACHINGS will no longer fit, they will no longer be the right tools for the new system. As everyone's perceptions change, and eventually all memory of old ideals will begin to fade into nothingness like mist on a lake at early sunrise.
The Vally of Peace.

You may ask about the suppresors, what will become of them?  They know their time is short., and yet still continue to suppress ravage, kill and enslave us regardless of the consequences of doing so will bring them.

Money once it gets in your blood it dulls the senses and feeling, like a narcotic, just live for money and just continue doing what their greedy minds want tot do. Little do they know that they are slowly strangling themselves with their own two greedy hands.

They are aware of this and will do everything they can to prevent it from happening. But the change will come relentlessly, nothing can stop it

What good will all those billions be to them when they find themselves in the middle of  deserted streets and buildings.

But the technological force that is speeding things up like our perceptions for instance, like time moving faster making everything feel strange, odd, different, foreign, it's the transformation, the effects of which can play tricks with our perception of the material world, confusing it. Confusing it, because it is a world in transition 

Cynthia

More Food for Thought

In this time of much sorrow and death, I find it appropriate timing to clarify something for the human race.  (Big words, I know, but I have a strong foundation)

An individual’s life is a constant quest to find their way back to the Light from which they came.  I am not talking about the Light of any doctrine.  I am talking about true Divinity.  See Divinity has always been everything.  I don’t think people grasp exactly how literally to take this.  There is the Light of Divinity and the Dark Divine.  They are two very equal sides.  In the beginning, or should I say, before the existence of Time.  For time is but a measure and I am speaking of measurelessness.  I don’t mean it is beyond measure, just that there is no point.  There is more beyond what I am about to explain, but let’s stay closer to home for now.

What could be termed the Divine Council created the Light of Divinity and the Dark Divine.  I use to see it as two spheres wrapped inside each other.  That was an inaccurate picture.  It is more like the infinity symbol.  On one side of the figure eight is the Light of Divinity.  On the other side is the Dark Divine.  The Council chose to put a pinpoint hole between the two and see what happened.  (Maybe I will remember that part in time.)  Since the Dark Divine is a vacuum, when the hole appeared the Light of Divinity was sucked into the Dark Divine.  (what’s really strange is that I can see this from the point of view of outside both, like I am watching a tiny experiment) 

Anyway, since then the race has been on.   Light swirled in Vacuum, except that the Light and the Vacuum both have cognizance.  It is all about frequency.  In a very sterile, cold, and logical wording, It is a Great Experiment of mixing Light and Dark cognizant frequencies and watching them dance.  Everything is this energy because the mere clashing of opposites slowed down the Light frequency and gave frequency to the Dark.  This is why neither side is destructible because no matter what you do to either side, you are only changing frequencies.  It still maintains the same Intelligence.
So when you manifest into this dimension, reality, planet (whatever you want to call it)  and you are in a form that cycles life and death, then what you are doing in life is just trying to figure out which frequency you came from.  Truly “evil” people are only living their lives to find their way back to whatever part of the Dark they came from. 

So it is with those whose Spirit is a slower frequency of Light.  You are only searching for which part of the Light frequency you are from.  This is why there are many religions and many different paths.  There are many frequencies of Light and not all resonate in total harmony.  If there were no dissonance in the song, the race would be ended and this Great Experiment would be at an end.  That is how Divinity can say “I am the beginning and the end”  because time is irrelevant to Divinity.  There was a beginning to be sure, there was even a before that, but I cannot explain that one in words…well, not yet, anyway.


So as these times increase in difficulty, remember that those who are lost in the cycle of death have only returned to the frequency from which they came.  They will return again in a different frequency to race the Great Race that is life. In the living universe
Cynthia

Fairy Dreams Poems

Have you ever seen the fairies after it stopped raining,
As they spread themselves over the leaves in the trees to dry their wings in the sun?
Well I have, all sparkly and bright, I so long to be there with them, how much fun that would be!
I have heard them giggle and laugh, sounding much like the tinkling of glass among the  trees a short distance away,
Joyously they sing and dance upon the green leaves of the tree.

They dance and sing to the beat of their tiny wings.
Have you ever seen them dance in the air, so gracefully,
Then suddenly one flies up into the sky, to flitter to and fro among the sparkling stars?
Well, I'll tell you what, you can see them to if you truly desire to.

They come to anyone who believes. 

Cynthia©

JOURNEY TO FAIRYLAND 

Do you seek the way? I mean the place where the fairies live?
Do you really have the desire to know? Then I will tell, it's easy, quite.
You must wait  for the full moon when it is fully up,
up in the center of the sky, the hour of midnight.

When there is a full moon over the Purple forest  and the moon glimmers on the dark black sea.
There in the purple forest you shall find a pathway which radiates its own light
A bluish green glow is the path and a sparkling of diamond brightness marking its edges.
Then if there be evil afoot to impede you, out of enmity or rot, then one must know the secret words for vanquishing these evil entities,  then say the magical words "I believe in you not!" 
To cast the spell you get upon a sunflower seed and fly all around the purple forest,

 and cast your spell of sparkly Fairy dust all about,
And, if the breeze is blowing the right way,
The sunflower seed  will take you away to Fairyland
along the trail of light!
Cyntia©

Eternal Thought

All material things, the universe, the world, even our bodies may be eternal thought expressed in time and space.

The more the physicists and astronomers reduce matter, the more it becomes a mathematical equation with infinite numbers, which is initself born of thought.

In the final analysis matter is thought. An infinite dance of mater to energy and back

When eternal thought or the dance of energy  expresses itself within the framework of space and time, it becomes matter.

Our thoughts within this box of time and space cannot know itself fully first hand, except by it’s expression within the medium of  mater.

But we can deduce that outside the box of space and time there exists  eternal thought

Order is thought and chaos has to yet forme itself within thought,  Creator and created.

Cindy

Experiencing and Seeing Energy Fields

Yes to embrace Mother Gaia there you will feel pain, much of that pain is our own pain that we inflict upon the environment around us. But not all is darkness, this is after all a continuum of dualities, energy like the swells of an ocean, heaving and crashing on the shore. Even though our finite biological minds are limited in conceiving the totality of all that is, it is not impossible to consciously feel the spiritual or ethereal essence of universe. Using ones own consciousness to see on all the spectrum of visible light.

Every aspect of every spectrum of color on the prism. All  potential! Not just the known ones on this physical plane but also beyond our spectrum of light and color but also outside this known spectrum. To have color in the continuum there must also be light. Both the dark and the light have their significance for it is brought forth from the depths of the embodied consciousness, the inner self. As we resonate at the crown chakra with this light we bring about a full complement and a full understanding of these light frequencies which radiates in every shade of color known and unknown from within our being, the soul itself.

Just remember, colors are beautiful and you know, if you listen carefully you can feel them and maybe even hear the song of the colors. We are all part of Gaia and the all that is in creation, Can you imagine that? Next time you go out for a walk, look for the glow around a flower, a bush or the trees, even buildings. All that is has this energy emitting from within the inner glow. Inanimate and animate both alike, this is the essence of all things, all is energy. 

The first time when I met my partner 5 years ago, when we were driving across Pennsylvania she saw for the first time the auras around the trees. Today while crossing the Georgia Strait from Vancouver Island to Horeshoe Bay she to saw the light energy around the outside of the ferry, the cars, people and other objects on deck, as well as around the treeline on the hills and mountains across the water.

The grid is like a giant web or nervous system of the consciousness of the Oneness of all that is. All that is required for us to join hands psychically over this living web is to send intention, or just think and envision healing for mother Gaia. You can also use this method when praying for a loved one

Cynthia©

Essence of Universe

*The following are my own observations and theories.*

It is exciting when one gets their own visions validated by another person, Finally you feel like your not alone anymore. Your not crazy or hallucinating like some would think or lead you to think. Probably you think to yourself,  if I were to tell them bluntly of my knowings sensings and seeings, they would think I really did fall out of my tree .

Even we, in these modern times, have only begun to relearn how once more to synchronize with the elements of Gaia and the Universe. An ancient art that at one time was regularly performed by shaman, medicine men and women, and other folk of the ancient traditional practices, such as Wiccans and other ancient practices classified  as black magic and other taboos by today’s self righteous.

So much has been lost over time in the art of simply synchronizing our heart and minds  with the elements, the heart and mind  pulse is the web of Universe. Only in recent time have we begun to reawaken sufficiently to experience tiny glimpses through the veil of illusion of  this reality into the next quantum dimensions. 

There are possibly also those few in the field of scientific research who may be open minded enough to consider the possibilities of the existence of extraterestral energy sources that have only been hinted at by those in the study off quantum physics and physics research. Much of science is after all based on the use of what they term as comparing data by inference. Determining what is not observable in the human senses or instrumental range of detection by comparing what might not be detectable and it’s affects it has, which can be, detected with instruments on another observable object. 

Maybe some day Science, physics, astrophysics, Quantum Physics, and the metaphysical will merge into one science, the multiple densities of energy. All as one element which is classified today as being Magic or miracles, a phenomena that can not be readily explained or proven as fact especially not with today's science, not for a while anyway. 

*This power comes from within, the spark within, which some religious institutions call a soul.* This energy is channeled from the inner spark, a thread, which is only one thread in a network of other threads making up the universal web, *source,* or the Oneness, Creator and Created.

Present, past and future are but measurements of distance in the physical universe but and time is how long did it take to travel to that point and space all exist symultaniously

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What I Was by Meg Rosoff

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“I am almost a hundred years old; waiting for the end, and thinking about the beginning.

There are things I need to tell you, but would you listen if I told you how quickly time passes?

I know you are unable to imagine this.

Nevertheless, I can tell you that you will awake someday to find that your life has rushed by at a speed at once impossible and cruel. The most intense moments will seem to have occurred only yesterday and nothing will have erased the pain and pleasure, the impossible intensity of love and its dog-leaping happiness, the bleak blackness of passions unrequited, or unexpressed, or unresolved.” 

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“And still the brain continues to yearn, continues to burn, foolishly, with desire. My old man's brain is mocked by a body that still longs to stretch in the sun and form a beautiful shape in someone else's gaze, to lie under a blue sky and dream of helpless, selfless love, to behold itself, illuminated, in the golden light of another's eyes.”

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“I felt a momentary urge to leap into the sea and swim free of the present. ”

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“At the time, I didn't have the insight to wonder at the transient nature of despair, but now that I'm older I've seen how little it takes to turn a person's life around for better or worse. An event will do, or an Idea. Another person. An idea of a person. ” 

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“Such a courageous boy I was. To act brazenly under scrutiny and risk further injury to my wounded heart. Ah, the resilience, the blind, dumb persistence of youth. ” 

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“It's not that he lacked poetry. But his poetry was of the body, not the mind. He spoke it in the way he moved, the way he held a hammer, rowed a boat, built a fire. I, on the other hand, was like a brain in a box, a beating heart in a coal scuttle. ” 

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“I'm a century old, an impossible age, and my brain has no anchor in the present. Instead it drifts, nearly always to the same shore. Today, as most days, it is 1962. The year I discovered love.” 

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

tags: age, aging, beauty, body, desire, dream, love, self-image, time

Time erodes us all.”

― Meg Rosoff,

What I Was

“It was not a big smile, not particularly bold or polite or ironic or glib, not asking for anything or offering anything, not stringy or careless, not, in short, like any smile I had ever experienced before. But such a smile! You could burn a hole in the world with that smile.”

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“It's a strange sensation to live inside another person's life, to wonder all the time what he is doing, or thinking or feeling.” 

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“If you have the patience to wait and watch, history will reshape truth (weakest of all forces, and weightless) in the image of opinion. What really happened will cease to matter and, eventually, cease to exist. ”

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“As it was, nothing happened except the two of us watching the sea come in and go out again, listening to the birds, sheltering from the rain when it came, and lying silent as the sky changed from blue to white to gold. For hours we lay side by side, breathing softly together, watching thin rivulets of water run down the cliffs and into the sea, feeling the world slowly revolve around us as we leaned into each other for warmth--and for something else, something I couldn't quite name, something glorious, frightening, and unforgettable.”

― Meg Rosoff, 

What I Was

“I studied Finn the way another boy might have studied history, determined to memorize his vocabulary, his movements, his clothes, what he said, what he did, what he thought. What ideas circulated in his head when he looked distracted? What did he dream about?

But most of all what I wanted was to see myself through his eyes, to define myself in relation to him, to sift out what was interesting in me (what he must have liked, however insignificant) and distill it into a purer, bolder, more compelling version of myself.

The truth is, for that brief period of my life I failed to exist if Finn wasn't looking at me. And so I copied him, strove to exist the way he existed: to stretch, languid and graceful when tired, to move swiftly and with determination when not, to speak rarely and with force, to smile in a way that rewarded the world.”

― Meg Rosoff, 

We are but lieves in the wind

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